Grrrrrrr!

Ok, so things have not been going as planned! Not working out....not losing weight...not eating right...WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?

I swear, I need an intervention!

I'm going to be moving to my own place this weekend and I know that will be good for me. I need a new start. A fresh start. Some time to myself to focus on me and do the things I want.

I'm going through some tough things right now. My head says "do this"...my heart says "do that"....and I think I am losing my mind. I don't want to hurt anyone...or make a decision that is going to hurt someone else and affect the rest of their life....so I am praying for guidance to do the right thing and hope that I don't regret my decisions.

Good Week!

Well, I have had quite an emotional time this past week. My bestie moved away (to AB) and my BF and I are on the outs, I have been, to say the least, a wreck! However; I didn't let this stop me from focusing on my health.

I decided to start Weight Watchers again and I lost 5 lbs this week :-) I am 2 lbs away from 30 lost. I have to commit myself to the gym this week though as I didn't make it there last week and I am feeling quite lazy. Also, I have to work of the ice cream and McD's I so disqustingly inhaled this weekend!

Back on track tomorrow, my friends! Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers and I hope my heart heals soon <3

Febru-scary

Well, here we are in the dreaded month of February (a.k.a Febru-scary). February is a long, cold, blah month and, this year, we are lucky enough to have 1 extra day added on! Good thing though is....all those silly little groundhogs didn't see their shadow (or saw their shadow....I can't rememeber which is which) and predicted an early Spring! Horray little furry animals who have nothing to do with telling the seasons! Lol, I don't believe in that nonsense...I believe what is meant to be will be and if it snows til May....it's meant to be!

Dear Lord don't let it snow til May!

So, that being said, this "lovely" month of February, I am dedicating myself to the gym even harder than I have been going! I just finished up 6 sessions of Personal Training at Goodlife and am planning to put all that knowledge to use! I have to shape up...eat right...and be the best I can be! There are some good things about this month, like my baby sister's 30th Birthday, but some not so good things like my wonderfully amazing friend, Kasia, moving to Alberta. I eat when I'm sad, happy, stressed, celebrating...you name it...I eat! So, this month I have to be strict and keep my focus and everything will be just fine, right?!?

Good luck to you, my friends, in whatever it is that you want to acheive. Anyone is capable of anything....you deserve it!